But a dream...

Feeling nothing at all can be the most liberating thing in the world...who'd a thunk it!  Imagine being punched in the gut and not feeling it...just a lil blink of the eye and a "what ever" shrug....

Greatness of the decade.... 

Finally.


As I float with this empty yet probably the most fulfilling idea, thought, feeling and just float...I really think hard about it all and then I let it go with a sigh of relief.  Relief.  

I had a dream this past week in this dream all the things that I needed to hear I heard.... now it was a dream... but a dream is sometimes the closest thing you can get and at this point... with how I feel, I will take it.  Funk Master Flash phase is over.  

Happiness filled with sparkles and pink sunshine phase into the progress and now.

Silly as it all may sound or as confusing at the emptiness fills me up...


I feel whole.  

I wish I could find the right words to describe the smile I feel inside.

Such an amazing thing when something becomes so peaceful yet so amazing...words never can do justice for these moments, feelings...realizations.