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The new year is here some 17 days into it or so.   There is so much to be said about the new year and what lies ahead.   Where do I start is what I have been wondering about now for a 17 days… I know when I have to wonder what to write that I am not quite ready… so I share a song or picture in times like these that speaks to me.  Sometimes it speaks to me about what I think I should write about, sometimes it’s just a conversation…the songs or photos I imagine could also represent how I would think if I had words - how they would feel. -- Chew on that last sentence, why don't you...

I know a few things are for sure.  This year is already headed towards greatness, understanding and is a clean slate…or as I have referred to before a new book full of blank pages.  A whole completed book behind me… rewritten, reread and edited to it’s final completion.  I thought about wrapping the book up tightly with paper and twine and putting on a closet shelf, I thought about just setting it on the book shelf…ultimately I decided to toss it out.  A completed book full of chapters from several years gone.  One day I may go back dig up some old notes and readdress certain pages from the book but ultimately – I am done with it all.

I suppose being only 17 days into the blank pages brings on the writers block… so until I find words I want to share… hang on... it's coming....

As I find my inner self and begin to become me again, I cannot help but feel the excitement for what is next... First came fear -  change and the unknown can create that if you let it - but it all settled out with a calm and then here I am - excitement.

Remember the stories when I had fun?  The Shazam?  The FUN!  I found fun the night of Dec 31, 2012 and I am not letting go... in few weeks there will be stories to tell and I cannot wait to share.

Over and Out!